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Edward:<\/p>\n

Ano, tolik bych si j\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1l pomoct, ale ona sama mi \u0159ekla, \u017ee by m\u011b nenechala ud\u011blat nic, co s\u00e1m nechci. A j\u00e1 j\u00ed necht\u011bl vz\u00edt \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd lidsk\u00fd \u017eivot, a\u010d to znamenalo jej\u00ed smrt. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201ePamatuje\u0161, jak jsme si pov\u00eddali o \u017eivot\u011b?\u201c Ptal jsem se a znovu ji p\u0159ejel po vlasech. \u201eJ\u00e1 si to pamatuji, jako by to bylo v\u010dera.\u201c Ub\u011bhlo n\u011bkolik t\u00fddn\u016f od chv\u00edle, kdy jsem j\u00ed \u0159ekl, kdo opravdu jsem\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

\u201eEdwarde, p\u0159em\u011bnil bys m\u011b?\u201c Zeptala se zv\u011bdav\u011b jednoho ve\u010dera.<\/p>\n

\u201eCo\u017ee!?!\u201c vyt\u0159e\u0161til jsem na ni o\u010di. \u201eD\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 si legraci? Ne!\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eJ\u00e1\u2026 promi\u0148, necht\u011bla jsem t\u011b n\u011bjak\u2026 Pobou\u0159it?\u201c Omlouvala se mi rychle, asi jsem na ni opravdu vyjel v\u00edc, ne\u017e se slu\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u201eNe ty promi\u0148, jen ta p\u0159edstava m\u011b vyd\u011bsila,\u201c k\u00fdvnul jsem v\u00a0omluv\u011b.<\/p>\n

\u201ePro\u010d?\u201c ptala se, copak nev\u00ed, jak moc nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9 to pro ni je, nehled\u011b na to, \u017ee by se z\u00a0n\u00ed stala stejn\u00e1 zr\u016fda, jako jsem j\u00e1?<\/p>\n

\u201eBello, my nejsme dob\u0159\u00ed, jsme zatracenci. N\u011bco takov\u00e9ho bych ti nedok\u00e1zal ud\u011blat.\u201c Kroutil jsem hlavou.<\/p>\n

\u201eEdwarde, nejste zl\u00ed, tomu nev\u011b\u0159\u00edm. Nelov\u00edte lidi, \u017eiv\u00edte se zv\u00ed\u0159aty, nejste zr\u016fdy. Dok\u00e1\u017eete milovat, kdybyste byli, jak \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161 – zr\u016fdy, nikdy byste to nesvedli. \u017dili byste jen v\u00a0nen\u00e1visti.\u201c Odporovala mi, nemohl jsem uv\u011b\u0159it, \u017ee si opravdu mysl\u00ed, \u017ee nejsme zl\u00ed, \u017ee nejsme zr\u016fdy. Ano, vysv\u011btlovalo to jej\u00ed dosavadn\u00ed chov\u00e1n\u00ed, ale jej\u00ed n\u00edzk\u00fd, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd pud sebez\u00e1chovy m\u011b d\u011bsil.<\/p>\n

\u201eBello, nebavme se o tom,\u201c zakroutil jsem hlavou. Tahle debata se mi v\u016fbec nel\u00edbila, znamenala jej\u00ed z\u00e1hubu.<\/p>\n

\u201eJak chce\u0161, jen pros\u00edm\u2026 Pamatuj si, \u017ee bych t\u011b nikdy nenutila ud\u011blat n\u011bco, co ty s\u00e1m nechce\u0161, ano?\u201c ptala se a up\u00edrala na m\u011b sv\u00e1 kukadla.<\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

Ano, tahle jej\u00ed kukadla mi budou sch\u00e1zet. Ne ony u\u017e mi sch\u00e1z\u00ed, tolik mi chyb\u00ed jejich kr\u00e1sn\u011b hn\u011bd\u00fd odst\u00edn, kter\u00fd m\u011b uchv\u00e1til u\u017e tenkr\u00e1t, kdy\u017e jsem ji poprv\u00e9 uvid\u011bl v\u00a0u\u010debn\u011b. V\u00a0u\u010debn\u011b, kter\u00e1 se pro m\u011b i pro ni stala osudnou. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eTolik t\u011b miluji,\u201c zavzlykal jsem do jej\u00edch vlas\u016f, kter\u00e9 st\u00e1le von\u011bly po jahod\u00e1ch. Ten jej\u00ed \u0161amp\u00f3n\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

\u201eEdwarde?\u201c Ptala se m\u011b jednoho ve\u010dera u n\u00ed v\u00a0pokoji.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno?\u201c Sto\u010dil jsem k\u00a0n\u00ed sv\u016fj pohled.<\/p>\n

\u201eChci se zeptat, bude to hloup\u00e1 ot\u00e1zka, ale j\u00e1 ti nevon\u00edm?\u201c Nech\u00e1pal jsem, kam t\u00edm m\u00ed\u0159\u00ed, a proto jsem se jemn\u011b zamra\u010dil v\u00a0nech\u00e1pav\u00e9m gestu. \u201eNo v\u00ed\u0161, sem tam, ne po\u0159\u00e1d, ale sem tam se tak zamra\u010d\u00ed\u0161 a nakr\u010d\u00ed\u0161 nade mnou nos. J\u00e1 jestli chce\u0161, vym\u011bn\u00edm \u0161amp\u00f3n, jestli nem\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1d jahody\u2026 Nebo sprchov\u00fd gel\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eNe tak to nen\u00ed, jen tv\u00e1 krev je pro m\u011b st\u00e1le velk\u00fdm poku\u0161en\u00edm. V\u00ed\u0161, n\u011bkdy prost\u011b v\u00edtr ne\u010dekan\u011b zafouk\u00e1 a\u2026 \u0158ekn\u011bme, \u017ee jsem si na tvou osobn\u00ed v\u016fni u\u017e zvykl, ale sem tam se stane, \u017ee\u2026 no jsi prost\u011b p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 l\u00e1kav\u00e1.\u201c Vysv\u011btlil jsem j\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u201eAha, ch\u00e1pu\u2026 Omlouv\u00e1m se,\u201c sklopila hlavu a za\u010dala se \u010dervenat.<\/p>\n

\u201eZa co se omlouv\u00e1\u0161?\u201c P\u0159i\u0161el jsem k\u00a0n\u00ed a objal ji.<\/p>\n

\u201eZa to\u2026 Za to, \u017ee ti tolik von\u00edm?\u201c Zeptala se nazp\u011bt a up\u0159ela do m\u011b sv\u016fj pohled.<\/p>\n

\u201eZa to se mi neomlouvej, miluji tu v\u016fni.\u201c Usm\u00edval jsem se na ni. Jemn\u011b se usm\u00e1la a hned na to zakabonila. \u201eCopak?\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eTo jen, nem\u016f\u017eu s\u00a0t\u00edm t\u0159eba n\u011bco ud\u011blat?\u201c Zeptala se a bylo vid\u011bt, jak v\u00e1\u017en\u011b to mysl\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u201eJak to mysl\u00ed\u0161 ud\u011blat?\u201c Ptal jsem se a ob\u00e1val se v\u0161eho, co ji mohlo napadnout.<\/p>\n

\u201eNev\u00edm, nem\u016f\u017eu ud\u011blat n\u011bco, abych ti tolik nevon\u011bla?\u201c Ptala se znovu a j\u00e1 pochopil, chce m\u011b chr\u00e1nit, chce zaru\u010dit, \u017ee m\u011b nebude l\u00e1kat, \u017ee\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201eAsi bych m\u011bl zmizet,\u201c odv\u011btil jsem se sklopenou hlavou a cht\u011bl vysko\u010dit z\u00a0okna.<\/p>\n

\u201eTak jsem to nemyslela, jen\u2026 V\u00ed\u0161, aby t\u011b nebolelo b\u00fdt se mnou\u2026\u201c Op\u011bt sklopila sv\u00e9 kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 o\u010di k\u00a0zemi. \u201eS Tanyou takov\u00e9 probl\u00e9my nem\u00e1\u0161\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eTanyu nemiluji, Tebe ano.\u201c Vydechl jsem u jej\u00edho ucha a v\u00a0tu chv\u00edli mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee je to pravda, opravdu ji neskonale a nenapraviteln\u011b miluji.<\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

Tenkr\u00e1t mi poprv\u00e9 do\u0161lo, \u017ee tuhle kr\u00e1snou k\u0159ehkou d\u00edvenku miluji. Miluji v\u00edc ne\u017e svou existenci a co mi z\u00a0toho zbylo? Jej\u00ed polomrtv\u00e9 t\u011blo v\u00a0n\u00e1ru\u010di?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eEdwarde, jej\u00ed srdce, bije st\u00e1le m\u00e9n\u011b\u2026\u201c Carlisle se m\u011b sna\u017eil p\u0159ipravit na to, co p\u0159ich\u00e1zelo a j\u00e1 to vlastn\u011b v\u011bd\u011bl, v\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee nikdy, u\u017e nikdy neuvid\u00edm ty o\u010di. Jej\u00ed \u00fasm\u011bv, jej\u00ed pochopen\u00ed a jej\u00ed kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 rty \u0159\u00edkat slova l\u00e1sky. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eNeeeee!\u201c za\u0159val jsem jako ran\u011bn\u00e9 zv\u00ed\u0159e a znovu se sklonil k\u00a0jej\u00edmu t\u011blu. V\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee jedinou dal\u0161\u00ed mo\u017enost\u00ed je jej\u00ed p\u0159em\u011bna, kter\u00e1 by stejn\u011b nemusela dopadnout dob\u0159e. M\u011bla p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 m\u00e1lo krve, i Carlisle se divil, \u017ee jej\u00ed srdce st\u00e1le tlu\u010de\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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