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Edward:<\/p>\n

Srdce m\u00e9 l\u00e1sky vynechalo dal\u0161\u00ed \u00fader a j\u00e1 c\u00edtil, jak se pomalu bl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed konec, tolik m\u011b bolela ta p\u0159edstava. Pro\u010d? Pro\u010d ona? Copak si to n\u011bjak zaslou\u017eila? Ano v\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee Tanya ji nesnese, ale kv\u016fli tomu ji p\u0159ece nemusela zab\u00edjet? U\u017e tenkr\u00e1t, kdy\u017e n\u00e1s vid\u011bla v\u00a0objet\u00ed\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

St\u00e1li jsme zrovna u jej\u00edho domu a lou\u010dili se, m\u011bl jsem odjet na lov s\u00a0Emmetem a Jasperem.<\/p>\n

\u201eBude\u0161 mi chyb\u011bt,\u201c vydechla do m\u00e9 ko\u0161ile a v\u00edc se ke mn\u011b p\u0159itiskla.<\/p>\n

\u201eTy m\u011b mnohem v\u00edc,\u201c za\u0161eptal jsem do jej\u00edho ucha a nepatrn\u011b se poodt\u00e1hl, abych vid\u011bl do jej\u00ed and\u011blsk\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e.<\/p>\n

\u201eJe to jen na chv\u00edli vi\u010f?\u201c Ptala se jako mal\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b, kter\u00e9mu mus\u00edte vyprat hra\u010dku.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno, jen na chv\u00edli. Nepatrnou chv\u00edli. Ani si nev\u0161imne\u0161, \u017ee jsem pry\u010d.\u201c Usm\u00edval jsem se na ni a sna\u017eil se ji uklidnit.<\/p>\n

\u201eDob\u0159e, tak u\u017e jdi, a\u0165 jsi co nejd\u0159\u00edv zp\u00e1tky.\u201c Pustila mou ko\u0161ili, kterou doposud k\u0159e\u010dovit\u011b sv\u00edrala ve sv\u00fdch dlan\u00edch.<\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

Ode\u0161el jsem a nechal ji tam samotnou. Ano, m\u011bl jsem zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed pocit, \u017ee n\u011bco nen\u00ed spr\u00e1vn\u011b. Jako by n\u00e1s n\u011bkdo pozoroval, n\u011bkdo n\u00e1s vid\u011bl a nep\u0159\u00e1l n\u00e1m to\u2026 Nezab\u00fdval jsem se t\u00edm a odjel na lov. A\u017e pozd\u011bji mi do\u0161lo, jak velk\u00e1 chyba to byla. Jasper byl po cel\u00fd lov nezvykle \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd a nakonec se m\u011b na to i zeptal\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

\u201eCo se s\u00a0tebou d\u011bje? V\u00a0posledn\u00ed dob\u011b jsi n\u011bjak \u0161\u0165astn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed?\u201c Zeptal se, kdy\u017e jsme \u010dekali na Emmeta, on a ty jeho hr\u00e1tky s\u00a0medv\u011bdy.<\/p>\n

\u201eTo je snad dob\u0159e, \u017ee jsem \u0161\u0165astn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed\u2026\u201c Odv\u011btil jsem poloot\u00e1zkou.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno, j\u00e1 jen\u2026 Nikdy jsem t\u011b neza\u017eil tolik \u0161\u0165astn\u00e9ho. Je to nezvykl\u00e9.\u201c Vysv\u011btlil sv\u00e9 my\u0161lenky a j\u00e1 se musel pousm\u00e1t.<\/p>\n

\u201eJestli to nebude l\u00e1skou,\u201c zamumlal jsem si sp\u00ed\u0161 pro sebe.<\/p>\n

\u201eL\u00e1skou? Mysl\u00ed\u0161 Tanyu\u2026 S\u00a0n\u00ed jsi dlouho a nikdy\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eNemysl\u00edm Tanyu,\u201c p\u0159eru\u0161il jsem ho.<\/p>\n

\u201eKoho?\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eBellu,\u201c vydechl jsem a sklopil pohled. Bylo mi jasn\u00e9, \u017ee v\u016f\u010di Tanye to nen\u00ed spr\u00e1vn\u00e9 a v\u016f\u010di m\u00e9 rodin\u011b tak\u00e9 ne.<\/p>\n

\u201eTu d\u00edvku ze \u0161koly?\u201c Ptal se zv\u011bdav\u011b d\u00e1l.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno tu, je mil\u00e1 a hodn\u00e1 a j\u00e1 ji miluji.\u201c Odv\u011btil jsem mu. Pro\u010d n\u011bco z\u00a0toho tajit, stejn\u011b by to poznal.<\/p>\n

\u201eJe to \u010dlov\u011bk,\u201c zakroutil hlavou Jasper.<\/p>\n

\u201eTo je\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

Ano je \u010dlov\u011bk, k\u0159ehk\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00fd mi um\u00edr\u00e1 v\u00a0n\u00e1ru\u010di, jako by nesta\u010dila ta sc\u00e9na, kter\u00e1 se ud\u00e1la po na\u0161em n\u00e1vratu z\u00a0lovu\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

Vracel jsem se dom\u016f a je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159edt\u00edm jsem se cht\u011bl pod\u00edvat za Bellou, na malou chv\u00edli se t\u011b\u0161it jej\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtomnost\u00ed, jej\u00edmi sny, jej\u00ed v\u016fn\u00ed\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201eMrcho!\u201c Usly\u0161el jsem zu\u0159iv\u00fd hlas Tanyi.<\/p>\n

\u201eCo jsem ti ud\u011blala?\u201c Ptala se klidn\u00fdm hlasem Bella a j\u00e1 ji znovu obdivoval, za jej\u00ed vyrovnanost, bohu\u017eel jsem st\u00e1le byl venku a ony vevnit\u0159. Rychle jsem vb\u011bhl do domu a po pachu do\u0161el a\u017e do kuchyn\u011b, kde Tanya zu\u0159iv\u011b vr\u010dela na Bellu.<\/p>\n

\u201eVzala jsi mi ho!\u201c Zu\u0159ila Tanya d\u00e1l a m\u011b do\u0161lo, \u017ee je na\u010dase zas\u00e1hnout.<\/p>\n

\u201eNemohla ti vz\u00edt n\u011bco, co ti nikdy nepat\u0159ilo!\u201c br\u00e1nil jsem ji.<\/p>\n

\u201ePat\u0159ilo! Byl jsi jen m\u016fj!\u201c Vyk\u0159ikla a div se po n\u00e1s nevrhla.<\/p>\n

\u201eNikdy jsem tv\u016fj nebyl!\u201c Zak\u0159i\u010del jsem nazp\u011bt a stoupl si p\u0159ed Bellu.<\/p>\n

\u201eJist\u011b, jen ji chra\u0148!\u201c V\u0159e\u0161t\u011bla d\u00e1l Tanya, ale oto\u010dila se a vyb\u011bhla z\u00a0domu.<\/p>\n

\u201eJsi v\u00a0po\u0159\u00e1dku?\u201c Ptal jsem se s\u00a0hr\u016fzou Belly.<\/p>\n

\u201eNic mi neud\u011blala,\u201c k\u00fdvla Bella a d\u00e1l se d\u00edvala za Tanyou, kter\u00fd u\u017e byla jist\u011b na cest\u011b dom\u016f. No jen a\u0165 \u017ealuje\u2026<\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

Ano, Tanyino vystoupen\u00ed nez\u016fstalo bez n\u00e1sledk\u016f a m\u00e1 rodina cht\u011bla Bellu poznat. Jist\u011b v\u0161ichni a\u017e na Esme a Carlisla ji znali ze \u0161koly. P\u0159esto ji v\u0161ichni cht\u011bli poznat bl\u00ed\u017e. Tolik l\u00e1sky, kter\u00e1 je pohlcovala, obzvl\u00e1\u0161t\u011b pak Jaspera, kter\u00fd si samo sebou v\u0161imnul, m\u00e9 velk\u00e9 zm\u011bny. <\/em><\/p>\n

Ale nebyl to jen on, kdo si v\u0161imnul, \u017ee jsem jin\u00fd. V\u0161imli si v\u0161ichni a hlavn\u011b Esme. Znovu jsem hr\u00e1l na pi\u00e1no, skl\u00e1dal a sm\u00e1l se. Opravdu od srdce jsem se sm\u00e1l. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eBellinko moje\u2026\u201c<\/em><\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

\u201eNeboj, budou hodn\u00ed,\u201c usm\u00e1l jsem se na ni p\u0159ede dve\u0159mi na\u0161eho domu.<\/p>\n

\u201eNeboj\u00edm se\u2026 Jen si p\u0159ipad\u00e1m jako vet\u0159elec.\u201c Uculila se a d\u00e1l si prohl\u00ed\u017eela fas\u00e1du.<\/p>\n

\u201eL\u00edb\u00ed?\u201c Zm\u011bnil jsem t\u00e9ma. Ona p\u0159ece nen\u00ed \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd vet\u0159elec. Pat\u0159\u00ed ke mn\u011b\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201eJe n\u00e1dhern\u00fd, tak vzdu\u0161n\u00fd a sv\u011btl\u00fd.\u201c Vydechla.<\/p>\n

\u201e\u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 \u0161pelu\u0148ka,\u201c zasm\u00e1l jsem se.<\/p>\n

\u201eTak jsem to nemyslela,\u201c usadila m\u011b a pomalu se ke mn\u011b oto\u010dila. \u201eMysl\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee je to dobr\u00fd n\u00e1pad? P\u0159ece jen mus\u00ed m\u00edt Tanyu r\u00e1di.\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eTak poj\u010f a uvid\u00ed\u0161,\u201c za\u0161eptal jsem j\u00ed a vzal ji za ruku. Pomalu jsme ve\u0161li do domu a Bella \u00fadivn\u011b vydechla.<\/p>\n

\u201eAhoj!\u201c Vyp\u00edskla Alice a hnala se n\u00e1s obejmout. No objala Bellu a pak ji odt\u00e1hla do \u00fatrob domu.<\/p>\n

\u201eR\u00e1da v\u00e1s pozn\u00e1v\u00e1m,\u201c sly\u0161el jsem Bellu.<\/p>\n

\u201eMy tebe tak\u00e9,\u201c Carlisle a Esme se tetelili blahem a Tanya vym\u00fd\u0161lela pomstu. Se\u0161el jsem dol\u016f a o\u0161kliv\u011b na ni zavr\u010del.<\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

Tenkr\u00e1t jsem si vyslou\u017eil nejeden nep\u011bkn\u00fd pohled. Bella se rad\u011bji nevyjad\u0159ovala a j\u00e1 byl r\u00e1d, \u017ee j\u00ed nemus\u00edm vysv\u011btlovat, jak moc ji Tanya nen\u00e1vid\u00ed. <\/em><\/p>\n

Tolik ji nen\u00e1vid\u011bla, a\u017e ji jej\u00ed vlastn\u00ed zloba dohnala k\u00a0vra\u017ed\u011b. Krut\u00e9, nel\u00edtostn\u00e9 vra\u017ed\u011b. Ale to j\u00ed nesta\u010dilo, nemohla ji jen zab\u00edt, ne\u2026 Ona ji musela mu\u010dit a ne\u017e to Alice vid\u011bla, bylo p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pozd\u011b. <\/em><\/p>\n

Co mi zbylo\u2026 Jen o\u010di pro pl\u00e1\u010d\u2026 Pl\u00e1\u010d, kter\u00fd nep\u0159ijde, proto\u017ee mrtv\u00ed nepl\u00e1\u010dou\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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