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{"id":166,"date":"2011-01-28T21:13:18","date_gmt":"2011-01-28T20:13:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kecka.stmivani.eu\/?p=166"},"modified":"2012-07-04T12:19:01","modified_gmt":"2012-07-04T11:19:01","slug":"nenavidim-a-miluji-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/kecka.stmivani.eu\/2011\/01\/nenavidim-a-miluji-5\/","title":{"rendered":"Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm a miluji – 5"},"content":{"rendered":"Edward:<\/p>\n
\u201eBellinko moje milovan\u00e1,\u201c nesn\u00e1\u0161ela, kdy\u017e jsem j\u00ed \u0159\u00edkal Bello, v\u017edycky mi vynadala. Ne jinak to bylo dne, kdy jsem ji poprv\u00e9 p\u0159ivedl na n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvu.<\/em><\/p>\n –<\/p>\n \u201ePosa\u010f se u n\u00e1s,\u201c vyb\u00eddla ji Esme a Iziie se m\u00edrn\u011b usm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n \u201eD\u011bkuji,\u201c zakroutil jsem hlavou, kdy\u017e se nem\u011bla k\u00a0tomu, aby si sedla. Jemn\u011b jsem ji st\u00e1hl sebou na pohovku a usadil si ji na kl\u00edn\u011b.<\/p>\n –<\/p>\n V\u0161ichni byli nad\u0161en\u00ed, \u017ee m\u00e1m n\u011bkoho, koho skute\u010dn\u011b miluji. Jasper se tetelil blahem, tolik l\u00e1sky, kter\u00e1 ze m\u011b p\u0159\u00edmo s\u00e1lala, snad je\u0161t\u011b nec\u00edtil. V\u0161ichni byli \u0161\u0165astn\u00ed, jen jeden z\u00a0nich pl\u00e1noval pomstu. Nev\u011bd\u011bl jsem to, m\u00e1 l\u00e1ska m\u011b oslepila, byl jsem slep\u00fd k\u00a0okol\u00ed. Ke v\u0161em my\u0161lenk\u00e1m, jako bych najednou um\u011bl sv\u016fj dar vypnout. <\/em><\/p>\n Dokonce ani Alice si ni\u010deho nev\u0161imla, s\u00a0Izzie, byly nejlep\u0161\u00edmi p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u011bmi, ani jsem nesnil, \u017ee by si mohly tolik rozumn\u011bt. Izz dokonce dok\u00e1zala p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt jej\u00ed nakupovac\u00ed marat\u00f3ny. To jedin\u00e9 snad nikdo z\u00a0na\u0161\u00ed rodiny nech\u00e1pal. Aliciny n\u00e1kupy\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n –<\/p>\n \u201eIzzie? Za\u0161la bys se mnou na n\u00e1kupy?\u201c zeptala se Alice a v\u0161ichni proto\u010dili o\u010di. J\u00e1 si Izzie jen v\u00edc p\u0159it\u00e1hl, ned\u00e1m ji, tohle by moje mali\u010dk\u00e1 nemusela rozd\u00fdchat.<\/p>\n \u201eAlice, j\u00e1\u2026 Vlastn\u011b jo, pot\u0159ebuju od z\u00e1klad\u016f vym\u011bnit \u0161atn\u00edk.\u201c Koukal jsem nech\u00e1pav\u011b na tu kr\u00e1sku na m\u00e9m kl\u00edn\u011b a nemohl uv\u011b\u0159it, \u017ee opravdu chce na n\u00e1kupy. Jen douf\u00e1m, \u017ee to ned\u011bl\u00e1 pro Alicin dobr\u00fd pocit.<\/p>\n \u201eIzzie, j\u00e1 t\u011b snad miluju!\u201c Vyk\u0159ikla Alice a hnala se ji obejmout, najednou jsem na kl\u00edn\u011b nem\u011bl jen Izzie, ale taky Alice, kter\u00e1 se s\u00e1pala po m\u00e9m mil\u00e1\u010dkovi.<\/p>\n \u201eJo, taky se mi l\u00edb\u00ed\u0161,\u201c sm\u00e1la se Izzie. \u201eJen jestli to nebude vadit Jasperovi!\u201c<\/p>\n No tak tomu by nevadilo nic, byl v\u00a0tak povznesen\u00e9 n\u00e1lad\u011b, kterou je\u0161t\u011b umoc\u0148ovaly emoce druh\u00fdch, \u017ee jsem se sp\u00ed\u0161 b\u00e1l, aby na m\u00e9m kl\u00edn\u011b neskon\u010dil i on\u2026<\/p>\n –<\/p>\n No zn\u00e1te Alice, je\u0161t\u011b toho dne musely jet nakoupit. Izzie mi vr\u00e1tila a\u017e po n\u011bkolika \u00famorn\u00fdch hodin\u00e1ch. Byla ve skv\u011bl\u00e9 n\u00e1lad\u011b a Izzie se p\u0159ekvapiv\u011b taky sm\u00e1la. Je\u0161t\u011b si pak dovolila protestovat\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n –<\/p>\n \u201eM\u011bla by si j\u00edt spinkat srd\u00ed\u010dko.\u201c Sna\u017eil jsem se ji snad u\u017e po st\u00e9 p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010dit.<\/p>\n \u201eM\u011b se ale v\u016fbec nechce!\u201c Za\u0161karedila se a vyb\u011bhla z\u00a0pokoje, do kter\u00e9ho jsem ji pr\u00e1v\u011b pracn\u011b dostal.<\/p>\n \u201eBELLO!\u201c<\/p>\n \u201eNe\u0159\u00edkej mi BELLO!\u201c Vy\u0161t\u011bkla najednou t\u011bsn\u011b u m\u00e9ho obli\u010deje.<\/p>\n \u201eJ\u00e1, jsi Isabella a ono to sv\u00e1d\u00ed\u2026\u201c sna\u017eil jsem se omluvit.<\/p>\n \u201eJe mi jedno, jak moc t\u011b to sv\u00e1d\u00ed, ale tohle jm\u00e9no budu trp\u011bt u\u017e jen u t\u00e1ty!\u201c Jej\u00ed hlas byl st\u00e1le zv\u00fd\u0161en\u00fd a j\u00e1 nech\u00e1pal, co jsem vlastn\u011b \u0159ekl.<\/p>\n \u201eIzzie, promi\u0148\u2026 J\u00e1 jsem netu\u0161il\u2026\u201c Znovu jsem se omluvil.<\/p>\n \u201eJ\u00e1 v\u00edm, jen\u2026 \u0159\u00edkala mi tak i m\u00e1ma a\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n \u201eOmlouv\u00e1m se,\u201c p\u0159i\u0161el jsem k\u00a0n\u00ed a t\u011bsn\u011b ji objal. Ano ta vzpom\u00ednka ji mus\u00ed bolet.<\/p>\n \u201eNic se nestalo\u2026\u201c zamumlala do m\u00e9 ko\u0161ile a v\u00edc se ke mn\u011b p\u0159im\u00e1\u010dkla. Byl jsem nad\u0161en\u00fd, kone\u010dn\u011b m\u00e1m n\u011bkoho, koho miluji a kdo miluje m\u011b.<\/p>\n –<\/p>\n Ano m\u011bl jsem a u\u017e nem\u00e1m\u2026 Jak m\u00e1m \u017e\u00edt s\u00a0t\u00edm, \u017ee ona tu u\u017e nebude a zabila ji ta, kter\u00e1 mi tvrdila, \u017ee m\u011b miluje nade v\u0161e na sv\u011bt\u011b?<\/em><\/p>\n \u201eEdwarde?\u201c promluvila na m\u011b pomalu Alice. <\/em><\/p>\n \u201eNE! Neprom\u011bn\u00edm ji,\u201c to prvn\u00ed jsem vyk\u0159ikl z\u00a0pln\u00fdch plic, to druh\u00e9 z\u00a0m\u00fdch \u00fast sp\u00ed\u0161 vy\u0161um\u011blo. <\/em><\/p>\n \u201eVid\u011bla jsem to, vid\u011bla jsem V\u00e1s spolu a \u0161\u0165astn\u00e9. Tohle je jedin\u00e1 alternativa. Neber mi sest\u0159i\u010dku,\u201c za\u017eadonila, ano i ona ji moc milovala, ale ne tolik jako j\u00e1\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n –<\/p>\n \u201eMoc t\u011b miluji, v\u00ed\u0161?\u201c Dr\u017eel jsem ji zrovna v\u00a0n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed po jednom z\u00a0nakupovac\u00edch maraton\u016f, moj\u00ed drah\u00e9 sest\u0159i\u010dky Alice, tentokr\u00e1t s\u00a0nimi \u0161la i Rose a nemohla si Izzie vynachv\u00e1lit. Taky si ji obl\u00edbila, co\u017e bylo a\u017e podez\u0159el\u00e9, na to, \u017ee Izz byla \u010dlov\u011bk.<\/p>\n \u201eV\u00edm, a v\u00ed\u0161 ty, \u017ee t\u011b miluji je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc?\u201c Zeptala se s\u00a0p\u0159imhou\u0159en\u00fdma o\u010dima up\u0159en\u00fdma do m\u00e9ho obli\u010deje.<\/p>\n \u201eMysl\u00edm, \u017ee to ani nejde\u2026\u201c zamyslel jsem se na oko, ale h\u0159\u00e1lo m\u011b to u m\u00e9ho mrtv\u00e9ho chladn\u00e9ho kamenn\u00e9ho srdce.<\/p>\n \u201eCo vlastn\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 po noc\u00edch?\u201c Zeptala se najednou zv\u011bdav\u011b. M\u00e1m j\u00ed odpov\u011bd\u011bt? No tak jo, v\u0161ak mi hlavu neutrhne\u2026<\/p>\n \u201eNo pozoruju t\u011b, jak sp\u00ed\u0161, vypad\u00e1\u0161 jako and\u00edlek.\u201c Odpov\u011bd\u011bl jsem popravd\u011b.<\/p>\n \u201eCo\u017ee!?!\u201c Vyt\u0159e\u0161tila na m\u011b o\u010di a pusu m\u011bla do ko\u0159\u00e1n. Tak nev\u00edm, ale takhle mi tu hlavu asi fakt ukousne.<\/p>\n \u201eNo po noc\u00edch se toho zas tolik d\u011blat ned\u00e1 a j\u00e1 m\u00e1m se sp\u00e1nkem probl\u00e9my\u2026\u201c prohodil jsem klidn\u011b, ale opravdu jsem se b\u00e1l. Tahle jej\u00ed reakce m\u011b zm\u00e1tla a j\u00e1 se opravdu b\u00e1l, \u017ee se bude zlobit.<\/p>\n \u201eTy na m\u011b kouk\u00e1\u0161, jak sp\u00edm?\u201c Zeptala se p\u0159i\u0161krcen\u011b.<\/p>\n \u201eNo, jsi stra\u0161n\u011b sladk\u00e1 a j\u00e1 opravdu nem\u00e1m lep\u0161\u00ed v\u011bci na pr\u00e1ci\u2026\u201c pohladil jsem ji po tv\u00e1\u0159i a jej\u00ed v\u00fdraz zjihl.<\/p>\n \u201eM\u011bla bych lep\u0161\u00ed zp\u016fsob zabit\u00ed \u010dasu,\u201c prohodila a sedla si na m\u011b obkro\u010dmo. Pomalu m\u011b l\u00edbala a bloudila po m\u00e9 hrudi sem a tam.<\/p>\n St\u00e1le se ke mn\u011b tiskla a ve mn\u011b rostla touha, ne po jej\u00ed krvi, ta u\u017e mi v\u016fbec nevadila. To o co ubrala touha po krvi, se te\u010f n\u00e1sobilo v\u00a0touze po jej\u00edm t\u011ble, ale to jsme nesm\u011bli.<\/p>\n \u201eIzzie, to nesm\u00edme\u2026\u201c vydechl jsem om\u00e1men\u011b.<\/p>\n \u201ePro\u010d ne?\u201c Ptala se.<\/p>\n \u201eJe to p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 nebezpe\u010dn\u00e9\u2026\u201c vydechl jsem, kdy\u017e sv\u00e9 rty p\u0159is\u00e1la k\u00a0m\u00e9mu krku.<\/p>\n \u201eNemysl\u00edm\u2026\u201c zamumlala mi do jamky u kl\u00ed\u010dn\u00ed kosti.<\/p>\n \u201eIzz, dost!\u201c Zavelel jsem a posadil jsem ji vedle sebe. \u201eTohle nesm\u00edme,\u201c sna\u017eil jsem se j\u00ed to vysv\u011btlit. Nijak to nekomentovala, jen si slo\u017eila hlavu na mou hru\u010f a z\u00a0prudka oddechovala.<\/p>\n –<\/p>\n \u201eEdwarde,\u201c promluvila na m\u011b Rose a vytrhla m\u011b tak z\u00a0m\u00fdch vzpom\u00ednek.<\/em><\/p>\n \u201eAno?\u201c Zeptal jsem se. <\/em><\/p>\n \u201eCh\u00e1pu, kolik toho pro tebe znamen\u00e1, ale ty se mus\u00ed\u0161 rozhodnout.\u201c Zavr\u010dela, kdy\u017e j\u00ed do\u0161lo, \u017ee m\u00e9 rozhodnut\u00ed stoj\u00ed mezi \u017eivotem a smrt\u00ed Tanyi. V\u00a0my\u0161lenk\u00e1ch jsem j\u00ed vid\u011bl, \u017ee b\u00fdt to na n\u00ed je Tanya u\u017e na kous\u00ed\u010dky. <\/em><\/p>\n Nech\u00e1pal jsem, kde se v\u00a0n\u00ed vzalo tolik zlosti. Tolik zlosti k\u00a0jedn\u00e9 nevinn\u00e9 lidsk\u00e9 d\u00edvce. Ano, pocit zrady je hrozn\u00fd, ale to si ji nemohla vyb\u00edt na m\u011b?<\/em><\/p>\n A Rose, ta m\u011b nikdy p\u0159ekvapovat nep\u0159estane, nejen, \u017ee si Izz obl\u00edbila, ale staly se z\u00a0nich skv\u011bl\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edtelkyn\u011b\u2026Nikdy bych nev\u011b\u0159il, \u017ee Rose m\u016f\u017ee m\u00edt \u010dlov\u011bka tolik r\u00e1da. 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