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Edward:<\/p>\n

V\u0161echno to za\u010dalo n\u00e1stupem na novou st\u0159edn\u00ed \u0161kolu. Forks bylo ide\u00e1ln\u00edm m\u00edstem pro rodinku up\u00edr\u016f. T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 tady nesv\u00edtilo slunce a lesy byly pln\u00e9 zv\u011b\u0159e. Zv\u011b\u0159e, kter\u00e1 se stala na\u0161\u00ed potravou.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0160kola to byla mal\u00e1 a j\u00e1 si \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee nic zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edho m\u011b tady nepotk\u00e1, jak jen jsem se m\u00fdlil, hned prvn\u00ed hodina biologie se pro m\u011b stala osudnou. <\/em><\/p>\n

–<\/p>\n

\u201eAhoj,\u201c pozdravila m\u011b d\u00edvka se srdcov\u00fdm obli\u010dejem a dlouh\u00fdmi ka\u0161tanov\u00fdmi vlasy.<\/p>\n

\u201eAhoj,\u201c pozdravil jsem ji zdvo\u0159ile a posadil se na posledn\u00ed voln\u00e9 m\u00edsto vedle n\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u201eTy bude\u0161 Edward Cullen,\u201c oto\u010dila se ke mn\u011b a za\u010dala zdvo\u0159ilou diskusi.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno, to budu. Zd\u00e1 se, \u017ee tady o n\u00e1s ka\u017ed\u00fd v\u00ed.\u201c P\u0159ik\u00fdvl jsem.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno, to ano. Jste tady nej\u017ehav\u011bj\u0161\u00ed novinkou a dlouho budete. J\u00e1 sama j\u00ed byla doposavad. Ne\u017e jste p\u0159ijeli Vy.\u201c Usm\u00edvala se na m\u011b a j\u00e1 se topil v\u00a0hloubce jej\u00edch o\u010d\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u201eTaky jsi tu nov\u00e1?\u201c ptal jsem se. Tuhle konverzaci jsem necht\u011bl ukon\u010dit.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno, nov\u00e1.\u201c Zasm\u00e1la se. \u201eU\u017e asi p\u011bt let.\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eTak\u017ee novinky tu p\u0159etrv\u00e1vaj\u00ed dlouho,\u201c povzdechl jsem si a ona se jen uculila.<\/p>\n

\u201eAno, op\u011bt ano. Ale neboj, je V\u00e1s v\u00edc, tak se to rozlo\u017e\u00ed.\u201c Usm\u00edvala se na m\u011b a j\u00e1 byl definitivn\u011b ztracen. Tenkr\u00e1t mi nedo\u0161lo, co to znamen\u00e1, nyn\u00ed u\u017e to v\u00edm.<\/p>\n

\u201eNap\u00ed\u0161eme si test, t\u0159\u00eddo!\u201c ozn\u00e1mil n\u00e1m profesor a d\u00edvka vedle m\u011b zast\u00e9nala.<\/p>\n

\u201eTo zvl\u00e1dne\u0161, promi\u0148 nev\u00edm tv\u00e9 jm\u00e9no.\u201c Usm\u00e1l jsem se na ni.<\/p>\n

\u201eJo, to j\u00e1 v\u00edm\u2026\u201c Usm\u00e1la se smutn\u011b. \u201eA jsem Isabella, t\u00e1ta mi \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 Bello, ale ty mi m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 \u0159\u00edkat Izzie.\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eDob\u0159e, tak\u017ee Izzie, zvl\u00e1dne\u0161 to.\u201c Pohladil jsem ji po ruce a nemohl se zastavit. Bylo to velmi zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed a tenkr\u00e1t jsem nech\u00e1pal, co se se mnou stalo.<\/p>\n

\u201eJ\u00e1 jo, jen\u017ee pak zas budu poslouchat, \u017ee jsem \u0161prt.\u201c Hloup\u011b se za\u0161klebila a p\u0159ijala pap\u00edr od u\u010ditele.<\/p>\n

\u201eAha, to m\u011b nenapadlo.\u201c Odvr\u00e1til se zrak. To sis fakt myslel, \u017ee je tak hloup\u00e1? Ptal jsem se s\u00e1m sebe.<\/p>\n

\u201eNejsem tak blb\u00e1, \u017ee?\u201c uculila se ironicky.<\/p>\n

\u201ePromi\u0148, tak jsem to nemyslel.\u201c Usm\u00e1l jsem se na ni omluvn\u011b.<\/p>\n

\u201eTo je dobr\u00fd, aspo\u0148 n\u011bkdo si nebude myslet: Jo to je ta \u0161prtka!\u201c ach ta ironie. Tolik se mi to na n\u00ed l\u00edbilo a tolik jsem si s\u00a0n\u00ed cht\u011bl pov\u00eddat. Nev\u011bd\u011bl jsem, co m\u011b k\u00a0tomu vedlo, nikdy jsem se tak nec\u00edtil, nikdy jsem se nec\u00edtil tak povznesen\u011b.<\/p>\n

Za\u010dala se v\u011bnovat testu a j\u00e1 musel cht\u011b necht\u011b taky. Hodina uplynula a dal\u0161\u00ed jsem s\u00a0n\u00ed nem\u011bl. Byl jsem zklaman\u00fd a nech\u00e1pal jsem pro\u010d tolik. Dnes mi to doch\u00e1z\u00ed. Jednodu\u0161e jsem se do n\u00ed na prvn\u00ed pohled zamiloval.<\/p>\n

Ano zamiloval do d\u00edvky, kterou jsem znal jedinou hodinu sv\u00e9 existence. Nech\u00e1pal jsem, <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e jedi<\/em>n\u00e9, co jsem kdy mohl hledat, byla ona. Kr\u00e1sn\u00e1 a k<\/em>\u0159<\/em>ehk\u00e1 d\u00edvenka, lidsk\u00e1 d\u00edvenka. Ale zp<\/em>\u011b<\/em>t k\u00a0p<\/em>\u0159<\/em>\u00edb<\/em>\u011b<\/em>hu.<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n

Ten den jsem se dom<\/em>\u016f<\/em> vracel s\u00a0kr\u00e1snou n\u00e1ladou a t\u00e9m<\/em>\u011b\u0159<\/em> nevn\u00edmal Tanyu sed\u00edc\u00ed v\u00a0aut<\/em>\u011b<\/em> vedle m<\/em>\u011b<\/em>. Nevn\u00edmal jsem, co mi pov\u00edd\u00e1 ani my\u0161lenky kluk<\/em>\u016f<\/em>, kte<\/em>\u0159<\/em>\u00ed po n\u00ed ve <\/em>\u0161kole slintali. Nedok\u00e1zal jsem p<\/em>\u0159<\/em>estat myslet na d\u00edvku z\u00a0hodiny biologie. <\/em><\/em><\/p>\n

Tanya byla na\u0161tvan\u00e1, <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e dostate<\/em>\u010d<\/em>n<\/em>\u011b<\/em> ne<\/em>\u017e<\/em>\u00e1rl\u00edm a ten den m<\/em>\u011b<\/em> po vzoru Rosalie vyk\u00e1zala z\u00a0pokoje. Ani netu\u0161ila, <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e pro m<\/em>\u011b<\/em> je tohle sp\u00ed\u0161e vysvobozen\u00edm nikoli trestem. <\/em><\/em><\/p>\n

Necht<\/em>\u011b<\/em>l jsem, ne dn<\/em>es, p<\/em>\u0159<\/em>edst\u00edrat jak m<\/em>\u011b<\/em> vzru\u0161uje a jak moc ji miluji. V<\/em>\u011b<\/em>d<\/em>\u011b<\/em>l jsem, <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e bych opravdu celou tu dobu myslel jen na Izzie, d\u00edvku, kter\u00e1 mi popletla hlavu zp<\/em>\u016f<\/em>sobem, kter\u00fd <\/em>byl tak kr\u00e1sn\u00fd a tak bl\u00e1zniv\u00fd. <\/em>\u017d<\/em>e by tohle byla ta l\u00e1ska. To co jsem m<\/em>\u011b<\/em>l pro<\/em>\u017e<\/em>\u00edvat ji<\/em>\u017e<\/em> s\u00a0Tanyou<\/em>?<\/em><\/p>\n

Dal\u0161\u00ed dny byly hodn<\/em>\u011b<\/em> podobn\u00e9, s\u00a0Izzie jsem se st\u00e1le st\u00fdkal ve vyu<\/em>\u010d<\/em>ov\u00e1n\u00ed a dozv<\/em>\u011b<\/em>d<\/em>\u011b<\/em>l se o n\u00ed spousty dal\u0161\u00edch v<\/em>\u011b<\/em>c\u00ed, jako <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e <\/em>\u017e<\/em>ije s\u00a0otcem po smrti matky. Byly v\u00a0It\u00e1lii, kdy<\/em>\u017e<\/em> se to stalo, nikdy se z\u00a0toho \u00fapln<\/em>\u011b<\/em> neoklepala a j\u00e1 se j\u00ed nedivil. V\u00a0ciz\u00ed zemi, v\u0161ude<\/em> plno ciz\u00edch lid\u00ed a va\u0161e matka dostane v\u00a0tak mlad\u00e9m v<\/em>\u011b<\/em>ku infarkt. <\/em><\/em><\/p>\n

J\u00e1 ji o sob<\/em>\u011b<\/em> tak\u00e9 hodn<\/em>\u011b<\/em> vypr\u00e1v<\/em>\u011b<\/em>l a <\/em>\u010d<\/em>asto se divil, <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e j\u00ed toho pov\u00edd\u00e1m opravdu tolik, miloval jsem ji, ale tolik otev<\/em>\u0159<\/em>enosti jsem ne<\/em>\u010d<\/em>ekal. <\/em>\u0158<\/em>ekl bych j\u00ed na\u0161e tajemstv\u00ed a ani nemrknul. Je\u0161t<\/em>\u011b<\/em> <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e jsem m<\/em>\u011b<\/em>l dost rozumu a v<\/em>\u017e<\/em>dy to n<\/em>\u011b<\/em>jak zamluvil. Te<\/em>\u010f<\/em> v\u00edm, <\/em>\u017e<\/em>e to nebylo nutn\u00e9, av\u0161ak tenkr\u00e1t jsem se opravdu klepal. <\/em><\/em><\/p>\n

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